I was busily dreaming one night and would wake up after a set of sequences and write them down as I felt something important was being communicated and I didn’t want to miss the message found in my dreams.
In one particular dream sequence, I was supposedly woken up by my mother. It was dawn and the sunlight started to filter through. She seemed to be making quite a bit of noise in her room. I walked in to find she was rearranging the room set up. Things were scattered everywhere; it looked a mess.
I noticed she had dismantled the second bed in her room where a visitor or carer could be there with her if unwell. I recall thinking “oh no, now where have all the nuts and bolts gone, where would she have put them”? I start to wonder and question where would she have put all the pieces so I can start putting the bed together again.
My husband walks in as I begin my search in the wardrobe. He asks me “what are you doing?” I tell him “searching for the bits to put the bed together again.” As I say this to him, I turn around to see the bed set up already. This catches my attention. He goes on to say “all is well” as though nothing needs to be done.
Using a Recitation to Get Clarity/Lucidity
In that moment I could feel a haze over my psyche, I could feel the dream effect around my head area. It is at this point I make a conscious decision to start saying the Cosmic Father recitation. I had learnt it many years ago in one of Belsebuub’s courses on ‘Astral Travel and Dreams.’ It is also found in his many books on the topic of Astral travel, dreams, and out of body experiences.
At first I had difficulty remembering the words. All I could say was “Jupiter, Jupiter, Jupiter…” over and over. It seems I was in such a dream haze I could not remember all the words! This further catches my attention and so I muster more focus and effort to continue trying to remember all the words to the recitation while doing the hand gestures as well.
As I persist, I end up remembering more and more of the words, eventually all the words coming through. I am pointing at my mum. My husband tries to talk to me in the process, asking me what am I doing, what am I saying and why?… I continue with the recitation till I complete it 3 times before answering him. I ask him to join me. He does not do so, he makes out there is no need to, further alerting me that this is an ego that wishes me to remain in a dream state.
I continue on with the recitation and hand gestures and realize that my fingers are starting to feel forced as though they are bending/turning inwards. I then realise that I am pointing and aiming not at my mother but at a very old ego that is ‘masquerading’ or presenting itself as my mother and does not want to be ‘moved on’ easily. I need to spend more time understanding this ego and unraveling its potency and effects.
The ego that came in presenting itself as my husband could be one that wishes me to remain ‘asleep’, to not rock the boat (as we say in my country), to keep the status quo, not upset the balance, yet this is different to who he is. This ego came in representing someone I trust, aiming perhaps to ‘misuse’ that trust in order to sway me or convince me to let things be.
Becoming Aware—Using Dreams for Inner Spiritual Growth
Looking at the information in my dreams and not falling into the trap of dismissing them as imaginary or fantasy – or even trivial – has been important in bringing an understanding about my inner states – those that are influenced by emotions and thoughts – and how that impacts my inner growth on a spiritual level. Staying aware, using triggers and reminders on a daily basis has helped me to become more attentive and aware of what is unfolding in my dreams and to use that information to understand my egos.
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