Through applying Belsebuub’s self knowledge techniques during the day, I once had a dream where I was being helped to see something about myself in a way I couldn’t really grasp in the day, and I was shown in a way that felt like when a mother teaches her child how to do something when they are doing things the wrong way.
In this particular dream I was playing with a pet, who happened to be the local adorable animal that loved to visit all the neighbours. He’s a real lovely-natured creature and you just can’t help wanting to pat him when you see him around.
In this dream I was playing a touch game with him where I was touching his paw and he would try to tap me back, but I had this energy in me that was aggressive and although what I was doing seemed playful, the energy in me had a nasty sense to it which I could both see as being in me as well as seeing it as though I was watching myself playing with this pet. After this, I then was shown and experienced what it would be like without this aggressive energy in the exact same scenario.
It was as though I was somehow given the chance to ‘re- play’, but this time I didn’t have that aggressive energy within me. Instead I felt a genuine sense of gentleness in my actions and a natural sense of love in its place.
I also felt the animal loved me back and was happier playing with me without this aggressive energy in me, and then I noticed it also drew other innocent beings to me and I felt love from them as well.
In this lovely, caring, way I was shown how I actually had this nasty energy, what it was like, how I acted with it, how it was in these little things in life that it existed, how it made others including this little animal feel the hostility and aggression from me and how it also appeared from an observer point of view.
It was so incredible to receive such a direct help that allowed me to see what I would be like without this terrible energy and how my interactions with life would be different and more loving.
Without being shown this difference of energetic state in this dream, I don’t think I would have come to see that aggressive energy for how it was and its impact on life around me.
It also showed me that we exist, interrelate and experience life on an energetic level. In this case it showed it wasn’t what I did that was the nature of harm but the way that I was doing it from this horrible energy that even that little animal could pick up on and felt a reaction to me as well.
That dream was so helpful in understanding about the nature of the energies of the egos and the consciousness and how each feels for those I interact with. My perception was that it’s like the energy of the consciousness was expanding and it brought more love my way, where as the energy of the ego was nasty and antagonized others in a way that I wouldn’t have known it to be like that.
This was an experience that made me appreciate learning about self-knowledge through Belsebuub’s work — it was just very uplifting and liberating. It showed me that the flow of understanding and also the connectedness between my learning during the day and the learning through dreams is so clearly interrelated, making it interesting to look to see what I will learn when I go to sleep and look to learn what will unfold during the day.
In the interview below, Belsebuub explains more about the meaning of dreams and dream experiences: